Expectations pt. 2

When I was a kid, I grew up watching Disney movies and believing in fairy tales and happy endings. I believed that everything worked out in the end because they were supposed to, and that people kept the promises they made. I believed in the good in people. I always saw the light. … More Expectations pt. 2

Expectations pt. 1

When I was a kid, I grew up watching Disney movies and believing in fairy tales and happy endings. I believed that everything worked out in the end because they were supposed to, and that people kept the promises they made. I believed in the good in people. I always saw the light. … More Expectations pt. 1

Hangover

Hangover: (Merriam Webster) A sick feeling or condition that comes after drinking too much alcohol at an earlier time. (Urban Dictionary) Nausea and headaches often caused by way too much fucking alcohol. Can be identified by the ashtray in ones mouth,the vomit on last nights clothes,the want to never drink or eat again,the great dislike of sunlight, the … More Hangover

Insecure

Insecure: (Merriam Webster) Not confident about yourself or your ability to do things well: nervous and uncomfortable. (Urban Dictionary) Someone who insults others to hide their own weaknesses. From time to time, we all struggle with some sort of insecurity. These insecurities can range anywhere from weight, to personal appearance, all the way to job performance and … More Insecure

Measurement

Measurement: (Merriam Webster) The act or process of measuring something. (Urban Dictionary) *No definition found* How many times have you compared yourself to someone you know? How many times have you looked at something someone else had, and said to yourself, “If she can have that, then why can’t I have that too?” I have been guilty … More Measurement

Perspective

Perspective: (Merriam Webster) The interrelation in which a subject or its parts are mentally viewed. (Urban Dictionary) Point of view. Six year ago, I was living and working NYC. Almost exactly six years ago I was struggling with a lot of different things. My job was turning into a dead end waste of energy, my relationship to … More Perspective

Signs

Signs: (Merriam Webster) Something (such as an action or event) which shows that something else exists, is true, or will happen. (Urban Dictionary) Signs are actions a person does/says to subtly indicate to another that they are interested in them, be it romantically or sexually. Life is really just a question of reading the signs. How often … More Signs

Function

  Function: (Merriam Webster) The special purpose or activity for which a thing exists or is used. (Urban Dictionary) A party, or a kick back. Special events, especially things like funerals and weddings, have the tendency to brings out the best and worst in people. I can’t recall one major event that I have attended where everything went … More Function

Solo

Solo: (Merriam Webster) Something that is done without another person. (Urban Dictionary) Single, only one person. When I was in college, I met a guy and fell deeply in love. Of course our relationship had ups and downs, but we were that couple that everyone swore was going to get married. Not only did I spend a … More Solo

Narcissistic

Narcissistic: (Merriam Webster) Love or sexual desire for one’s own body. (Urban Dictionary) Named after the Greek God Narcissus who was entirely infatuated with himself. So one who is, conceited, vain, arrogant, and “big-headed.” The older I become, the more I understand what the definition of “narcissism” means. It goes way beyond just being “stuck up” or … More Narcissistic